Broken Mind(Jacob R. McGowen)[1st Verse]It’s hard to see through eyesBlurred by the weight of griefIt’s hard to even hopeAnd then to just believe [Pre-Chorus]That all the pain will endThat every voice will leaveBut in this darkest hour, LordYou love and comfort me [Chorus]You take this broken mindAnd make it beautifulYou give me brand new lifeAnd…… Continue reading Broken Mind
Author: Jacob McGowen
I am 34 years old, and I live in beautiful Fort Collins, CO! I love the three places I have ever called home, Louisiana, Colorado, and of course UGANDA!
This blog will continue to chronicle, as it has for almost eight years now, my journey of discovering who Jesus is and learning to follow Him daily. I invite you to join me in my journey and hang on for the ride!
Sincerely,
Jacob McGowen
February 2022
Fort Collins, CO
USA
Lord, Help Me (This Christmas)
Lord, Help Me (This Christmas)(Jacob R. McGowen)[1st Verse]I used to love at ChristmasWhen every Christmas DayMy son opened his giftsWith a smile upon his face [Pre-Chorus]But now, he’s up in heavenAnd I am paralyzedInstead of joy and laughterNow silence fills my nights [Chorus]Lord, help me this ChristmasTo do more than just cryTo love and serve…… Continue reading Lord, Help Me (This Christmas)
I’ve Had Enough (Of This Place)
I’ve Had Enough (Of This Place)(Jacob R. McGowen)[1st Verse]I’m tired of the chaosI see on T.V.I’m tired of divisionAnd of anxiety[Pre-Chorus]And I’m tired of the voicesThat drive me insaneAnd I’m longing for heavenAnd I’m weary and drained[Chorus}I’ve had enough of this placeI’ve had enough of this placeI think that I, I think that I Have…… Continue reading I’ve Had Enough (Of This Place)
Here’s to the Bullied
On Wednesday, April 21st, 1999, I was in the third grade. While I was bullied at that time, I had no issues with learning or doing my homework. Overall, though I did not have many friends, I had as normal a life as possible. Yet, on this day, instead of stepping off the bus and…… Continue reading Here’s to the Bullied
When The Meds Fail
January 2023 started off not so well for me. After traveling for the Christmas holidays, I could not sleep peacefully for days. Towards the end of traveling and not long after I returned, I finally tested positive for COVID. By the time mid-January arrived, I had not had a good night’s sleep for a month.…… Continue reading When The Meds Fail
Accept Your Limited Mind
Before the year 2020, I would regularly use Uber to go to work, to go to doctors’ appointments, to go to the movies, get groceries, etc. When the COVID era ended, and when I was no longer working, I did not need Uber rides as much as I did before. That being said, out of…… Continue reading Accept Your Limited Mind
It Must Proceed
It Must Proceed(Jacob R. McGowen)1st Verse:It was a day in SeptemberOne we would never forget When a fighter and a fatherWas killed in an instantPre-Chorus:He never was a man to hate butFought for God, country, and loveAnd as a nation mourned his lossThey turned to God up aboveChorus:He always stood for ChristIn all of his…… Continue reading It Must Proceed
Day in September
Day in September(Jacob R. McGowen) 1st Verse:It was a day in SeptemberOne we would never forgetWhen a fighter and a fatherWas murdered by darknessPre-Chorus:He never was a man to hate butFought for God, justice, and loveAnd as a nation mourned his lossThey turned to Christ up aboveChorus:Light cannot be expungedThough demons may kill and rageOur…… Continue reading Day in September
Black Book Friends- Alternate Version
Black Book Friends- Alternate Version(Jacob R. McGowen)[1st Verse]One day you found a lover in aWealthy Brooklyn manAnd together you constructedA wide empire of great sinAnd you sought out all the innocentAnd they would soon know all too wellYour vile, cruel wickednessSpun straight from hell [Pre-Chorus]And on that wretched islandYou thought you’d get awayBut I’m quite…… Continue reading Black Book Friends- Alternate Version
Dog-Faced, Pony Liar-Remix
Dog-Faced, Pony Liar-Remix (Jacob R. McGowen)[1st Verse]We’re done with all your mumbled wordsAnd all of your ramblingsWe’re sick and tired of all your liesAnd your reckless governingWe know about all of your crimesAnd about all your wicked wealthWhile we struggle daily to surviveAnd barely can even feed ourselves [Chorus]You dog-faced, pony liar!You dog-faced, pony liar!You…… Continue reading Dog-Faced, Pony Liar-Remix